Hmm.... reality is still taking its time to sink in. Today feels like any other day even though I spent most of my time chasing different folks down to bid goodbye. After a dinner with Chi and Min, and back home, met Lin, her husband and her daughter, then took a shower and watched a movie on my laptop, I then realized that I do not have a job, and about to embark on a change in life, a change that I decided to make, one that is bigger than anything that I've done for myself. I am strangely calm. Or perhaps, this is the panic side of me that I never knew.
Perhaps, after my road trip, after I've returned to Taiwan and finished whatever I need to get done, I'd realized, again, that life is new. Instead of feeling excited, I may feel anxious because then I really have an open road, road with no lane markings, no direction, no sign, no orientation. How will I take that? I don't know. And just thinking that makes my current situation sort of a luxury. At least, I know what my immediate step is.
How many times in life does one get to hit the "reset" button? I don't know, but it's definitely at least once.
If you have a reset button in front of you, do you dare to press it?
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